Monday, May 11, 2009

from the bottom of my heart~~~

salam alaik....

emmm....hati rase x tenteram...
study pon da nmpak bintang2 berputar..haha

today...rs nk blk umah...da x sabau nk abes xm nh....
cpt la....

past few days, ade bc berita lam tenet...

sowng ibu nk kejotkan anak pempuan die bgn pg,then tbe ble bkak pintu..

si ibu nmpak ade laki tido sblh ank die....
astaghfirullah.....

terkejot aku bc..bdk tu br16 taon...

haiyo...pe nk jd nh...
bg aku 16 taon tu kck lg...baye faiz...huu...(maybe ak rs kecik cz my youngest adek pon 16 taon kott)

sedih2....
pe prasaaan si ibu kan....
kalo aku...mmg dah kene dah..

biar mati anak, jgn mati adat...nh pepatah melayu....
biar mati adat, asal agame x diperkotak katikkan....

rse2 nye...pe sebab bnyk mende2 cmnh berlaku ekk

aku rs,bnyk sgt pengaruh western lam society kite nh ...
skang nh da xtapis2 dah adegan2 'panas' kat tb tuh....
cite omputih, keleng, korea, jepon...even cite melayu pon

tu ha
filem terbaru....Bohsia .... 18pl
kate director nye..nk reveal kehidupsn bohsia yg sebenar
so owg x pandang serong...
yeke??? cmtu plak

budak2 skang nh mane ade pk pengajaran tersirat
yg tersurat tu la yg die ikot
then yg bwh umo tu..bkn nye kire...18 pl ke, sg ke, sx ke....
masok je...

tgk la the making die ponn...
patot nye xperlu wat cite2 cmtu..xpon,
bole nk watcite sal tu..tp dr care laen
mksudnye... cmne nk ckp..xreti plak....

tu satu hal...
then cd2 'panas' makin berleluase skang

ade 1 story....my fren told me
ade skali tu..g nite market...kat cni ade owg jual cd....chinese...
then die tgk2 la...
time tu cite geng upin ipin tu nga hot....
cd cetak rompak nye gerai la nh
then my fren tanye....

'' toke, sy nk cite hot skang....kat pwgm tu...ade x?? ( kwn aku nh pon satu...ckp word 'hot' tu....ckp je la upin ipin....nver mind)

then....toke cine tu bwk die g blakang van
ade 1 kotak besau
tutup ngn kaen itam...bile die tarik je kaen tu...

masyaAllah...menjerit kwn ku....phm2 je la cd pe tu....
terkejot toke tu..
tros kwn ku lari....


huuu...tgk tu...sng je nk dpt mende2 cmtu kan

tu la...

xtaw dah nk kate pe....risau2
risau ngn diri sndiri..ngn adek2, fmly,kwn2..
hu..jaoh kan la kami dr mende2 yg merosakkan diri dan iman kami Ya Allah....

3 comments:

  1. salam..
    moga kuat hati na..

    satu nak komen,
    bahasa tulisan awak, terlalu short form sangat..
    kdg2 cm susah nak faham
    jangan jadi perosak bahasa na...

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  2. haha..wslm...

    yeke short sgt...

    waa..cik anonymous...awk utara mai na...
    hehe....

    xjdk perosak dah pasnh....hahaha

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  3. apesal xsepak je toke tuh..mmg anak2 islam da rosak..syesly~~

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